AFK

So I just realized that I haven't made a blog posting since February  It's not as if I don't have stuff to post (garden stuff, recipe for chocolate covered cherries, and our new favorite meal, chow mein). I've just been busy with so much other stuff. And I should be studying for my test on Thursday but instead I'm looking up information on metastasized breast cancer, turning myself into more of a mess. For those of you who I haven't told yet my moms cancer has spread to her brain. It's scary as hell and honestly I'm not sure how I'm dealing with it. There is so much running through my head that I don't even know where to start. I am so grateful to have an amazing man for my husband that stands by me and holds me up when I don't have the strength to hold myself up anymore.
I have also spent a lot of time reasserting that God is good. God IS good. My God is mighty and powerful and this did not come as a shock to him, like it did the rest of us. He has a plan and I trust in Him regardless of what happens.